i had the most experience today!! Theres been a rift happening over the years that had caused me and mine senseless hurts. Lately it has gotten out of hand.
This past week I came across an hour long instrumental on you tube of shofar calling. I felt led to play it again and again … reminding me of my teen self enjoying the daily dramas by playing the same 45 record over and over. But this grown up drama is not enjoyed.
As it played, I prayed in the spirit and the more I prayed, I could feel my soul bursting up
through me to reach God. I knew if nothing else came from it it’d be okay.
And then… I was led to right a brief and basic “I quit all you alls” note and send it off. This was odd as thats not my thing.
I received a text this morning apologizing and asking forgiveness.
I asked God how to answer. He said wait. About an hour later, He said say “of course.” I asked Him to say it with me. He said of course.”
So we did. And WOW!! It was an EXPERIENCE!
And healing!
- the part that struck me was the waiting a bit to answer. He knew the weightiness of the decision to say “of course”
God was in it so it was successful. Just like everything we try on our own, it falls short. I have asked Him before to help me forgive but asking Him to be the details was new. 😀
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